he is a lo-fi, heart broken and laid back guy from Simpang Pulai, been travelling around Peninsular Malaysia for a month, and enjoyed busking in almost every place in the whole country, but he still doesn't believed in his own lovely indie-rock-cupid.
i'm not blaming the feelings, the purity of love in the beginning, but sometimes my mind kept thinking about the end. the thing that we had never been thinking of before.
i heard someone said that be patience, because patience always wins and regarding.
but some other person said that life is hard, then sleep harder, so that u can dream much longer.
as for me, i'm saving all my love for you until i couldn't stand to hold it anymore. but hey, it maybe tomorrow or 3 years from now or forever been taken?
i guessed sometimes we did think weirdly and negativity is just beyond our limit of imagination and rationale.
i hate this feeling. and u said u hate this feeling too. but after all, our emotion keeps on circling in the same rotation over this short time frame again and again. every month for you, and every certain periods of time for me. we cannot runaway from this weird kind of feeling.
we know that it is just a fake plastic feeling. it means nothing to both of us in our real lives actually. but sometimes as a human being, we tend to think about it again and again. it seems like this fucking feeling is smothered around our neck and suffocated our breath till death.
hold my hand tight, because we're facing the same problem together. leaving me here alone meaning that we're not in the same direction anymore.
remember that we already have our plans, right?
we will reach the same final destination together. have faith in me. i don't want u to be just another chapter in my life. i want u to be the end, eventhough you're not my beginning.
i strongly believed that
being far away in distance, heart is what we should hold on to.
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