Down.

When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember, but when I do something wrong, no one can ever seems to forget.

I hate this fucking feeling.

I didn't want to admit it.

It was easier to lie.

Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile, instead of cry.

Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?

Well that's how I feel right now.

I fell like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and fake smile.

But somehow I realized,

Only your support that made me stronger day by day,

Thank you so much for everything.

You know who you are.

-zmts-