i regret

i keep thinking about what just happened right now
the first strike that really test our relationship
how strong our love, how far we trust on each other
long distance relationship requires more than what we expected
even this tiny little problem is huge to me
and i keep thinking about the future in our relationship

even this tiny little problem i can't handle
i let my emotion controls my action
i know u're trying to be honest and sincere to me
about all those things that took place in your office
about how sad you are when stupid accusation has been made
and you expect me to understand, please and comfort you is all i need to do
instead of pissed off or showing my untrustful thoughts towards you

i was regret about what had happened just now
but the situation was really made me think a lot
about how the wrong reactions would destroy our weak bonding
and collapsing the trust that we accumulate and build in

a wiser decision and the right action
is what we need for maintaing this bonding
to keep our relation grows fonder
and last forever by this time being

TRUST

i really need to bear this word in my mind.