08052009-08052011.

ok. where should i start?

hmmm...

i dunno.. maybe this is just me.

i'm used to be like this. it's almost been the rest of my life starting from my childhood years, high school, college and university. i don't care about my looks. i don't give a damn about how people see and judge me. i am just me.

messy hair, jeans and band t-shirts, this is definitely just me.

i'm buying the cloth, not the brand.

as for myself, it's ok to be just wear anything that suits me well, as long as i have the self confidence. i don't need any expensive branded items to boost up my self confidence, or to be accepted within a group of friends. i'm just trying to be myself, i ain't no hypocrite or trying so damn hard to be accepted by a bunch of self-proclaimed-rich-and-famous group.

to me dinner is not a place where i should dress like a prince or superstars. no. i am not like him and the others.

i enjoyed myself to be moderate, avoid myself to be self righteous like those posers out there.

i tend to keep everything to myself. call me self centered and all that, i don't care!

I don't give a damn about all those words that came out from your fucking mouth.

After all, i am just me.

and when it comes to someone that i love the most, i am willing to change. sooner or later, you'll see me with those smart, sophisticated and handsome looks. i'll be like one of those most eligible bachelor in town!

bye bye messy hair, bye bye band t-shirts.

................................................................................................................................................................................

well. this is what we called an identity crisis.